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A sampling of the wide range of unhealthy/un-yoga-like/sort of yoga-like thoughts I had during my practice tonight.
- I haven’t done yoga in awhile, not since my neck injury, I hope I don’t re-aggravate it. I hope I can still do yoga. I’m probably going to suck.
- Oh man, I’m sore. Yep, suckfest on the way.
- Wow, I’m pretty tight. I’m sucking tonight.
- Wait, this is my practice. I am how I am. I’m here on the mat. Today is different than every other day and that is ok.
- Oh boy, the balance is off. I can’t stand up.
- I can’t…
- I can’t…
- Ok, this side is better. Just breathe, be present, stay focused, quiet mind.
- Are my hips even? I can never tell. I’m so bad at that. Jenn always has to help me. I can’t even tell.
- See? He just adjusted my hips and they were way off. I have to get better at that. I need to learn how they should feel.
- Am I on the right breath? Am I supposed to be inhaling or exhaling? I’m always doing the opposite. Damn it.
- My foot’s not in the right place.
- Still not in the right place. The lady next to me is nailing this whole thing. Her foot placement is perfect.
- Jenn says I overthink things. I do overthink things. Why am I overthinking this?
- My ankle hurts. I shouldn’t do that. Maybe I’ll push through, it only hurts a little.
- High plank for the 50th time? I hate your guts. Namaste.
- Low plank? I have a giant bruise on my forearm from my accident, that’s going to hurt. It does hurt. I’ll keep doing it anyway.
- Is it svasana yet? Hurry up and get to svasana. Screw being present. Get it over with already.
- Does that hurt or am I just weak? Weakness or pain? Weakness or pain? How’d I get so weak?
- I’m nailing this pose. I love yoga.
- Stretching is awesome. Why don’t I do yoga every single day?
- Svasana is the best, let me clear my mind of my lesson plans for tomorrow, and how cold it is, and how I can hear the hairdressers walking around upstairs, and how I should write a blog, and the wind sounds like it’s going to knock the building over, and it’s so hot and stuffy in here, and why do they set it for 81 degrees because I think I’m not the only one who hates that it’s so hot in here, and I wonder how my car’s coming, and I need to remember to send that email, and oh yeah, I’m supposed to be clearing my mind……deep breath.
You get the picture.
Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.